kerala and me

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kerala is one of my many favourite places on earth..the greenery that comes to mind first when i think of my native place is what attracts me to kerala. i havent travelled anywhere much...i've gone to kerala...chennai for intership...banglore on holidays..tirupathi in andhra for 12 hours and thats it...my travelling ends there...never got a chance to go around much...so it is my evertime dream to go around the country...watch people and enjoy nature as i go around...i dont know if that will be possible...but i am seriously interested in it...there's so much to explore and so much to learn..i love this country...its so vast and wide and there's so much to see...so much so that maybe one lifetime wont be enough to know this country closely.. i dont think anywhere else on the planet can you u see so much of diversity in a single country...but times are changing and the country too is...never have i felt that it is for good...duuno y... i think mebbe i cant look at the positive side of the changes, if there is any...

now since i said kerala is my favourit place i've got to tell you that i hate the people there...especially people related to me...or rather my so-called relatives...i've never found any crowd that gossips so much about others..people there are least interested in working and have all the free time in the world...and what they find entertaining to do in this free time is to gossip..and i am not talking about the filmy-gossip... its the true gossiping...the worst one...you go there and they'll talk to you with all the care and love in teh world..the moment you turn around they'll shit about you to others..such bad people...there was a time when i used ti die to go to kerala...my dad caame to mumbai a long time ago...and now we are settled here...for the past 16 years..i love mumbai...its my city...and i am own to it...i know that...this place loves me..so since i was inj kerala till i was 4, i have felt a longing to go there...when i was in school, we used to have holidays for two months after each yearly exam and we all used to go to kerala..stay there for a few days..meet relatives and come back...there were times when i used to cry after cuming back thinking about the times spent back there...i loved being there....now i stay in hostel in coimbatore..almost 3 hour journey from my native place..now when i go there on holidays...stay there for days together i can see the expressions changing on their faces seeing me...their faces clearly carry the OH-WHY-IS-THIS-GUY-HERE expression...they consider me as a burden..its evident...i feel so much as an outsider going to my relatives place nowadays...ive almost stopped going now..when all mah frenz go home i usually sit in the lonely hostel..better to be lonely that to feel unwanted...

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