Why?

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What is it that keeps me alive? 
Why am i torn between the two? 
Why can’t I have that one n half. Why either one or two? 
Why does my soul feel infiltrated? Why can’t I own it?
Why is it that I have to control what needs to get out? Social characteristic? 
What shapes the society? The lies that are based on more lies? 
Why does it have to be the existence and not the dead soul? 
Why does it have always be after and not before? Why the latter and not the first? 
Why does it have to be treatment and not cure? Why repent that is aware? 
Why am I a living soul with a body and not a dead body with a living soul or not a ghost with a living present? 
Why living people around me and not souls and why just a passing not a stance? 
Why am here and not there? Why not under the ground or over the skies than be just the one stuck in between? 
Why not the one and half but are the one or two? Why not? 
Why can’t I burn down the soul and be a living dead or be a soul with a dead life, why not?
Why not? Why not?

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