Dealing with it
It's been more than a year since i lost my brother in a car accident. October 2012 was that day. and all these days i have tried to deal with it. not that i am depressed, but matters like this are not easy to deal with. the thing is to keep yourself occupied with something else. think about some other stream of thoughts and totally avoid this one. that aint easy either. but you gotta do what you gotta do and move on in life. move on to what, i dont know. how do you move on to a part of life with so much of change that happens over night. i was a casual guy; never taken things seriously in my whole life and i knew how to stay that way very well. i always had this feeling that i was the wandering type and he was the serious, home-type, family-and-relative-friendly guy. so i never thought about having to talk to my parents or my relatives openly. it was more like he did it for me. and there was a time when everyone i knew of accepted that fact. everyone had great expectations from h...