Forever in debt

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I am not a work person. i hate to work. i sleep 12-14 hours a day. i need that much time. and in 12 hours i don't know how long my brain remains working and how long i sleep in that brain-dead rejuvenating slumber. i don't even wanna dream. it makes my brain work. my brain should not work 'coz am a lazy man. i just wanna live dead. like i don't exist but i live. i wanna have my part of the world to be what it is not. i want greenery, i want landscapes, i want to relax, sit by the beach and not work. i don't want money. i wanna be in debt. in debt to the world forever  for it is nature that created me and it's gonna take me back. i don't wanna make a change. i don't wanna disturb what happens over time. time is a relative concept. i don't know why the concept of having 24 hours a day is appreciated. why 24? 1x2x3x4=24 aint it? yeah Babylonian history and Greek science and what not! i have read about of all that. but why?
what makes you think that following a concept made years ago makes sense? why is the concept of god so widely appreciated? why are people afraid of ghosts? who made these concepts? i don't wanna know. coz that is gonna make my mind work to find out? who said we were superior to animals? communication? really? that's all, yeah?  and the rules and laws and what not! yeah, i live in a society n all that? why? how many people living in a society make sense? Tarzan was famous. why? jungle society huh? its concepts of things you are made to believe in that makes you believe in newer concepts. why should i understand all that? what makes you think that one day nature is not gonna put a meteor rite through the space onto earth and say a "civilization" ended? dinosaurs died, didn't they?
then why make a place for your own and expect to make a change in a huge massive universe where you are a negligible part? ever thought? and yeah, the big wide universe and space, huh? NASA released pictures of this and that and what not? you sure you know NASA even knows what space is? you sure they had been to space? for all you know, maybe it was universal studio's basement.
so what, rite? i wanna believe what i wanna believe. i wanna be in a world where i am fed and i eat. so what? who cares?
so i tell you..dont care! live life. 

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